1. |
Self-Love
01:40
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And I'm Not Gonna lie, I'm Fed up with life
And Being sad all the time, So When i Die
Id Hate to see you cry
It would ruin my image of you
And if I choose to end your life i love you
Its alright don't forget to write
The Pen sure has run out this time
Its OK, i'm fine, i just lost my mind.
Your voice sure seams to lead to the light
because i am alone almost all the time
Its OK, ill love you any way.
Ill support you til my dying day
so go cry, let it all die
Those demons will not hurt you
And if you chose end your life i love you
Its fine, just get dressed in time.
look up & don't cry, the reflections its a lie
tonight? Tonight! we're gonna be alright
we're gonna make it through this night
And I, Oh I, Oh I, I Love you
And I, Oh I, Oh I, I Love you
And I, Oh I, Oh I, I Love you
And I, Oh I, Oh I, I Love you
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2. |
Better In Time
02:08
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For once in my life, I wanna be alright
And not have to say its alright
the problem with dreams
is that their all a lie
spiraling into this ball we call life
And what will you do when you face the day
How will you say its ok
when the man in the mirror
brings you down
crippled and fighting when he's around
For once in my life i wanna be alright
And not have to say it gets better in time
Alone in myself, i know not the number
of how i got here, what i was under
These lies that we live, the dreams that we cast
We dont know if this mold will last
another day passes in this little old town
the stars all scramble when your around
so when i die burn me alive
throw my ashes into the sky
for once ill be among my friends
happy that ive reached an end
But Til thenill say
good bye
To the man in the mirror
The ones who's alive
And try for once to be alrihgt
And not have to say it gets better
Oh it gets better
FUCK
it gets better in time
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3. |
Don't Know The Words
02:25
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And i dont know the verse
How are we gunna make this work
when i dont know the verse
and we are just buying time
to make another ryhme
so if you need any time to tune
well then i guess thats fine
And if were gunna play today
we will need something else to say
so just make up any thing at all
and hope it comes out ok
and i dont know my words
How are we gunna make this work
when i dont know my words
Oh what, Oh what
Was that word
And now im sittin infront of everyone
trying not to cry
And i dont know the verse
How are we gunna make this work
when i dont know the verse
So just make something on the spot
And hope it sounds in tune
And just remember no one knows the words
to any of your shitty tunes
just remember no one knows the words to any of your shitty tunes
And if you fuck up, every single line
well then, i guess thats fine
and i dont know any of these words
im just buying time
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4. |
Beers
02:30
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This might sound a little strange to hear
But if we drowneded our fears in beers
We might be ok
We can hop in the car down to the bar
Following all the shooting stars
Burning out real soon
By air, plane, a train or a car
Just get me out of here
Just let me disappear
Hop down the road go to the sea
Following all the elusive dreams
Finally breaking free
We can see the great lakes, the plains, and the trees
It honestly looks the same to me
Oh why, why cant we leave
By air, plane, a train or a car
Just get me out of here
Just let me disappear
And honestly im scared im terrified
Of the way i decide to live my life
I know my end comes soon
So lets get out of here and grab a beer
Traveling through our fears fighting for our lives
We can hop on top of a rocket ship
Hope it blasts for the hell of it
The ringing in our ears
Waking up from this cold mess
Detoxing yet again
Oh hey, lets go get a beer
So we will get out here
And grab a beer
Traveling through our personal fears
Fighting for our lives.
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5. |
Acoustic Song A
03:13
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And here we are
Fighting for nothing at all
And here we are
Fighting for nothing at all
The chain breaks down
You wonder how
What your life will be
On your way
Down
Yet we are just pawns in the game
Yet we are the ones to blame
The 9 to 5
The endless nights
Working for
Your homeless rights
Whats it worth?
Sell it first
Whats it worth?
Sell it first
The boss man earns
So much more
--
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Running from
The revolution
Truly no real solution
Yet we are just pawns in the game
Yet we are the ones to blame
And here we are
Fighting for nothing at all
And here we are
Fighting for nothing at all
And here we are
Fighting for nothing at all
And here we are
Fighting for nothing at all
The workers strike
For human rights
Hoping for
A better life
Endsless lies
Die tonight
Nothing new
Theirs one last fight
The scabs come in
The jobs to you
To show the boss
Just how we do
We fight tonight
For our rights
We fight tonight
Tonight we strike
And here we are
Fighting for nothing at all
And here we are
Fighting for nothing at all
And here we are
Fighting for nothing at all
And here we are
Fighting for nothing at all
The endless nights
Their full of spite
The end in site
Just make it right
So much loss
In this fight
Was it worth
Every life
And its all
Just part of the game
And you are
Just a pawn in this game
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6. |
Double Standards
03:36
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I walk into this house but it isn't a home. I'm surrounded by friends but I still feel alone. I keep on moving forwards but I'm stuck at square 1, tell me what the hell have I done?
Everything is organized but it's still a mess. I say that I'm happy but I'm really depressed, well I want to feel relaxed but there ain't nothing but stress now tell me what hell have I done?
Chorus
Well if life's a dream then mine's a waking nightmare, it's ass-backwards, hypocritical and it really don't feel fair, and if I can say this for me you're probably singing it too. We can be anything that we dream, but when I awaken from my slumber I don't remember a damn thing, I'm just tossing and turning and waiting for something to do.
I feel hunger inside the pit of my gut, but I really just don't want to eat. I feel like housing up and living in a box, but I really want to be out on the streets. I'm feeling successful like I am the champ, when I reality I'm just being beat. I don't call anyone, and I've lost all my friends, and I miss everyone that I've yet to meet.
Chorus
Well if life's a dream then mine's a waking nightmare, it's ass-backwards hypocritical and it really don't feel fair, and if I can say this for me you're probably singing it too. We can be anything that we dream, but when I awaken from my slumber I don't remember a damn thing, I'm just tossing and turning and waiting for something to do.
Everything is lining up, my ducks are in a row, and I keep on neglecting them that's what these crooked lines have shown. I am building up my confidence and learning how to see but still neglecting what is under my nose. Well I'm growing more intelligent with each passing day, but the beer just rots my live and the tv rots my brain, but I'm building my confidence and how to deal with pain, but as of lately my life's going down the drain!
Chorus
Well if life's a dream then mine's a waking nightmare. It's ass-backwards hypocritical and it really don't feel fair, and if I can say this for me you're probably singing it too. We can be anything that we dream, but when I awaken from my slumber I don't remember a damn thing, I'm just tossing and turning and waiting for something to do
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7. |
Celtic Song
02:28
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Child of mine, take this sword
And protect those that you adore
Swords, and arrows, cut to the core
Adventure is not from the floor
The pub is not the real battleground
Charge, demand take the town
Tighten up your bow young one
You are not the chosen one
Die alone with everyone you love
Your houses are burned to the ground
No one is left around
Your family
Your son
Your daughter too
Are all corpses
Along with you
Tighten up your bow young one
You are not the chosen one
Die alone with everyone you love
Goblins come from the depths of their graves
Zombies rise and take their name
The monsters of night, of light, of spite
Will crash the party tonight
Rise your sword from your own grave
Take back the family name
You must fight
You must die
Your not a peasant boy
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8. |
Age Of 25
03:20
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At the age of 25 is the age ill surly die
And ill be happy by then
At the age of 25 is a quarter of a life
And ill see all my friends
So oh no dont cry when i finally die
Oh no dont shed a single tear
Because surely two weeks will pass by
And no one will seam to care
And I honestly
I wish you made it
To the age of 25
Or hell at least 22
It would have been so nice
And i will learn to love myself
And not hate everybody else
And i will learn to love myself
Hate everybody else
At the age of 25 is the age ill surely die
And ill see all my friends
The age of 25 is a quarter of a life
And ill be happy by then
So its ok if your not at all
Its alright i feel the same
The storm grows darker
Just before the dawn
Lets hope that it rains
And I honestly
I wish you made it
To the age of 25
Or hell atleast 22
I wish haddent taken your life
And i miss you
Everyday i do
I think of you all the time
From the kind words you told to me
When i was loosing my mind
She say you should learn to love yourself
And not hate everybody else
And i will learn to love myself
And not hate everybody else
And i will learn to love myself
And not hate everybody else
And i will learn to love myself
Hate everybody else
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9. |
Toxic
03:08
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And i am toxic poison down your spine
Watch me creep into your mind
And alter consensus sacs of lies
Seeking to break your
Physiological problems i hide
Controlling my mind
And I, Wonder why you try
When i all i do is lie
I broke your heart in two
And yet ive got some glue
To mend these broken wounds
And i hope they help you two
And i dont deserve to get what youve given me
That love is worth more
And i will go and bring you to your knees
If you just let me
Crack you down, tear your insides out
And watch you bleeding
And I, Wonder why you try
When i all i do is lie
I broke your heart in two
And yet ive got some glue
To mend these broken wounds
And i hope they help you two
And I hope you run far away from me
And live life so happy
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10. |
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And somehow im waking up
Somehow im getting by
And some how i keep on going through
My life and i dont know why
I guess its time to fight
The feelin left in side
Because when you hate yourself
There is no life
And i could end it all
I could end my life
I could take a knife to cut out
What i dont like
And oh no
Here i go
Breaking down
Self destruction bound
Ohh
Breaking down
Self destruction bound
And trying not to loose whats left of my mind
Because lifes frightening
And trying to take one step at a time
Without dying
And yet im still waking up
And yet im still trying
And i wont give up at all
And im not lying
And ill get out of bed
Just to face the day
Declear to myself that its
Gunna be ok
And if i fail at all
Ill get back up
When life steps on you
You just cant give up
And trying not to loose whats left of my mind
Because lifes frightening
And trying to take one step at a time
Without dying
Somehow im waking up
Somehow im getting by
Some how i keep on going though
My life and i dont know why
And when my bones do break
And my lungs give out
Choking on this air i take
Laughing out loud
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11. |
Self-Hate
02:16
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And i
I hate
I hate myself
Oh god
And i
I hate
I hate myself
Oh god
And i
I wonder
I wonder if the world is living at all
If the reflections of life will ever fall
Crash down the lies and tell the truth
And truly wonder if i hate you
And i
I hate
I hate myself
Oh god
And i
I hate
Knowing that my problems are my own damn fault
And if i sit and squander all day long
Afraid of myself and how i live
The identity crisis strikes again
Oh i hate
I hate myself
Oh god
I hate myself
Oh god
Mirror on the wall, cant you see
That the lines inbetween us have cracked so deep
And when we fall down and look at our selfs
Will that reflection just beat its self
Oh i hate
Living alone
And crying alot
And i hate that struggle to breath
And wake up everyday just to beelive
That i am happy
Its a lie that i tell myself just to be ok
AND I AM HAPPY
The skin mask hurts at the end of the day
And i am alright
And i will lie to myself
And i wanna be alright
But i am not ok
My mental illness hit me in my prime
Every day id like to die
Look up into that mirror
What do i see
Somebody else
Looking back at me!
Oh i hate myself
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